i am so glad i am pregnant. if i wasn't, my head would be exploding right about now. it would probably be visible from space.
i found out yesterday that 3 of my deadbeat cousins are knocked up. one cousin doesn't even know the father of her baby, she's had so many guys. my aunt is absolutely livid. what a fucked up situation.
i am so angry. why do these assholes get the breaks and get pregnant/get someone else pregnant while i had to struggle and deal with my losses? why do they get lucky and my cousin, who's also trying, didn't? where is the fairness in all this?
what also pisses me off is the fact that these kids will get welfare, whereas hubby and i will struggle financially to raise our children, the ones we wanted so much.
i so wish i could chop off this branch of my family tree!
i found out yesterday that 3 of my deadbeat cousins are knocked up. one cousin doesn't even know the father of her baby, she's had so many guys. my aunt is absolutely livid. what a fucked up situation.
i am so angry. why do these assholes get the breaks and get pregnant/get someone else pregnant while i had to struggle and deal with my losses? why do they get lucky and my cousin, who's also trying, didn't? where is the fairness in all this?
what also pisses me off is the fact that these kids will get welfare, whereas hubby and i will struggle financially to raise our children, the ones we wanted so much.
i so wish i could chop off this branch of my family tree!
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