i am nowhere near having pms in my cycle, but i almost had a panic attack at the grocery store today. i wish i knew why. i had one last week at walmart too (altho that place is enough to give anyone a nervous breakdown). maybe it was finding out that chicken breasts now cost $8 a pound instead of $5. maybe it was becos my club card wouldn't work. maybe it was becos i almost forgot my bags and had to double back to the house to get them. i don't know what it was, but i took my receipt back to the customer service to get money back for my club card and using cloth bags. the guy took his sweet time, and in the meantime i'm trying my hardest not to cry. i wish i knew why.
hubby had a bad morning too. he was grumpy. he went to get his hair cut and left early only to find 10 other guys waiting to get their hair cut too. why this morning?
went to school for the annual egg hunt. i checked the guest list this morning and only found **4** people registered, only to find HUNDREDS waiting for the hunt. seriously, how hard is it to register for something? it's so rude to just show up at an event. the same thing happens for santa. anyway, as usual, they started the egg hunts early, and i missed seeing the boy get his eggs because i had to backtrack to find my sunglasses. he got a decent stash. everytime i go to school (whether it's an event for the boy or i go swimming) but i always feel incredibly inferior to the others who are there. every time i feel this way (come to think of it, i think i had a panic attack when we saw santa at school a few months back. maybe it's just the damn school!) i'm an earth mother, and the parents who come are sleek, rich, baby talking to their precious little ones. ugh. that's so not me. the school really did change. it's not my imagination.
i dialed up and am listening to paradise radio. the lady who owns mad about ewes was playing this station at the magic loop class, and i'd always been meaning to listen to it and this is the first i've done so. i'm listening to (new to me) new radiohead from their last album.
i don't know what it was about this week but it seemed to be a tarts and old men news week. first the ny gov who got caught with a hooker. then i found out a family friend left their family to shack up with someone 30 years younger (MY age) and then heard that a state congressman is engaged to someone 30 years younger than him (MY age). i find this so incredibly disturbing. i know it's none of my business - people can do what they want with their lives - but my question is, why would someone MY age go with someone whose old enough to be their parent? i mean, yeah, i think sean connory and harrison ford are good lookin' in their old age, but i don't want to fuck them. eeeewwww. that's all i have to say about that.
my size 8 harmony options needle bit it, so i emailed KP and requested a new needle. this sucks. i was in the middle of a square, too.
i'm sure i'm missing something. oh well. more for next post.
hubby had a bad morning too. he was grumpy. he went to get his hair cut and left early only to find 10 other guys waiting to get their hair cut too. why this morning?
went to school for the annual egg hunt. i checked the guest list this morning and only found **4** people registered, only to find HUNDREDS waiting for the hunt. seriously, how hard is it to register for something? it's so rude to just show up at an event. the same thing happens for santa. anyway, as usual, they started the egg hunts early, and i missed seeing the boy get his eggs because i had to backtrack to find my sunglasses. he got a decent stash. everytime i go to school (whether it's an event for the boy or i go swimming) but i always feel incredibly inferior to the others who are there. every time i feel this way (come to think of it, i think i had a panic attack when we saw santa at school a few months back. maybe it's just the damn school!) i'm an earth mother, and the parents who come are sleek, rich, baby talking to their precious little ones. ugh. that's so not me. the school really did change. it's not my imagination.
i dialed up and am listening to paradise radio. the lady who owns mad about ewes was playing this station at the magic loop class, and i'd always been meaning to listen to it and this is the first i've done so. i'm listening to (new to me) new radiohead from their last album.
i don't know what it was about this week but it seemed to be a tarts and old men news week. first the ny gov who got caught with a hooker. then i found out a family friend left their family to shack up with someone 30 years younger (MY age) and then heard that a state congressman is engaged to someone 30 years younger than him (MY age). i find this so incredibly disturbing. i know it's none of my business - people can do what they want with their lives - but my question is, why would someone MY age go with someone whose old enough to be their parent? i mean, yeah, i think sean connory and harrison ford are good lookin' in their old age, but i don't want to fuck them. eeeewwww. that's all i have to say about that.
my size 8 harmony options needle bit it, so i emailed KP and requested a new needle. this sucks. i was in the middle of a square, too.
i'm sure i'm missing something. oh well. more for next post.
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