this is a resolution i have this year. i wish i had more friends on ravelry. 7 is good. i don't want hundreds or thousands like on facebook. i would like to think that i have friends on ravelry, and i need to get over this bashfulness i have.
i don't like to think about making resolutions becos i usually break them. i was trying to think of "things i can do to make me a better person." this is what i came up with:
instead of "lose weight" i want to be healthier. i want to swim more. i want to eat better. i want to get more steps in my day. i think i do a good job right now, but i can be so much better.
i want to be off my BP and IR meds. i already take a wad of pills daily (mostly supplements) but it would be so great to get off these meds.
i need to relax and let go more. i let the littlest thing upset me. i need to look at the big picture and figure if the thing will matter a year from now. 99% of the time, it doesn't.
i want to nag hubby less. he gets enough shit at work. he doesn't need mine at home.
i need to realize that the boy is just a boy and not an adult, and that i can't expect him to be perfect all the time. i need to realize that he is not me. so what if he can't write his name well. i also can't expect him to keep the playroom in impeccable order too.
i want to clean my house more, and get rid of stuff i don't need. i purged a lot of junk from the upstairs bathrooms this week, enough to fill a hefty bag! almost 10 years worth of old shampoos, razors, cleaning supplies, towels and junk in general. if what they say about fung sui is true, then i'm feeling better already. i can imagine how i'd feel if i did the same thing to the cellar and the attic, the closets, garage and back porch!
i need to get rid of the animosity i feel towards my in-laws. they are good people tho they can be thoughtless sometimes. i need to overlook this and just let things go.
i need to take better care of our finances. i think nothing of going shopping and dropping money on stuff i don't need. lipsticks. yarn. books. magazines. this economy is so shaky. what i have can be gone in a blink. i need to use up what i have now, before going out and buying more stuff.
i'm sure i have other things to do, but this stuff that's pretty important to me.
this new year feels so promising. i don't know if it's the feelings from the previous year or what, but i feel so energized right now. if we weren't lucky with this cycle, i have a new way to track my cycle. i almost hope i get my period just to try it out!
i survived new year's, which i was dreading for months. i would have been okay, too, if my MIL didn't make a comment NYE about a conversation that my SIL had with the boy on saturday. basically she asked the boy if he would rather a cousin or a dog. i don't think my MIL knew when my EDD was, but the comment still stung. i cried at when i got home, and hubby held me and consoled me. of course he was hit by the feeling NYD, and i wound up consoling HIM. it could have been worse, but aside from that little hiccup, i felt okay. i miss anni, but i'm okay.
i don't like to think about making resolutions becos i usually break them. i was trying to think of "things i can do to make me a better person." this is what i came up with:
instead of "lose weight" i want to be healthier. i want to swim more. i want to eat better. i want to get more steps in my day. i think i do a good job right now, but i can be so much better.
i want to be off my BP and IR meds. i already take a wad of pills daily (mostly supplements) but it would be so great to get off these meds.
i need to relax and let go more. i let the littlest thing upset me. i need to look at the big picture and figure if the thing will matter a year from now. 99% of the time, it doesn't.
i want to nag hubby less. he gets enough shit at work. he doesn't need mine at home.
i need to realize that the boy is just a boy and not an adult, and that i can't expect him to be perfect all the time. i need to realize that he is not me. so what if he can't write his name well. i also can't expect him to keep the playroom in impeccable order too.
i want to clean my house more, and get rid of stuff i don't need. i purged a lot of junk from the upstairs bathrooms this week, enough to fill a hefty bag! almost 10 years worth of old shampoos, razors, cleaning supplies, towels and junk in general. if what they say about fung sui is true, then i'm feeling better already. i can imagine how i'd feel if i did the same thing to the cellar and the attic, the closets, garage and back porch!
i need to get rid of the animosity i feel towards my in-laws. they are good people tho they can be thoughtless sometimes. i need to overlook this and just let things go.
i need to take better care of our finances. i think nothing of going shopping and dropping money on stuff i don't need. lipsticks. yarn. books. magazines. this economy is so shaky. what i have can be gone in a blink. i need to use up what i have now, before going out and buying more stuff.
i'm sure i have other things to do, but this stuff that's pretty important to me.
this new year feels so promising. i don't know if it's the feelings from the previous year or what, but i feel so energized right now. if we weren't lucky with this cycle, i have a new way to track my cycle. i almost hope i get my period just to try it out!
i survived new year's, which i was dreading for months. i would have been okay, too, if my MIL didn't make a comment NYE about a conversation that my SIL had with the boy on saturday. basically she asked the boy if he would rather a cousin or a dog. i don't think my MIL knew when my EDD was, but the comment still stung. i cried at when i got home, and hubby held me and consoled me. of course he was hit by the feeling NYD, and i wound up consoling HIM. it could have been worse, but aside from that little hiccup, i felt okay. i miss anni, but i'm okay.
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