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haven't blogged for a while so it's time to catch up...

babies are now at 31 weeks. i have a new EDD of august 28. i'm going to ask doc if he'll push me up a week to the end of 36 weeks, becos august 27 is the boy's first day of kindergarten, and i want to be there for him. it's not fair to take away from his special day.

babies are now over 4 pounds a piece. i am now as big as i was when i had the boy. i hurt like hell, can't shit to save my life, and have heartburn 24/7. whenever i go out shopping, i get lightheaded. i'm tired all the time. and i have 6 more weeks of this.

the nursery is now finished. all that's left is the babies. and i don't want them to come until after august 10.

i have terrible cabin fever. i'm too tired to go out. shopping makes me tired. i'm sick of tv, reading, knitting and my ipod. i'm nesting but too tired to do anything.

i'm still not hungry for food. it's an effort to eat. i wish i was like this when i'm not pregnant! i could actually lose weight this way!

MIL's treatment plan has changed. the tumor was actually bigger than expected. she's having surgery this week to have the area "shaved" her chemo and radiation is now dependent on bloodwork.

i've been such a pissy bitch this week. i hate it.

i now know what it means to be so bored i could cry.