i had sunday scrapple. now it's soup friday.
yesterday i had another NST and ultrasound. the babies are doing well, very active, and i have adequate amniotic fluid. i hurt like hell, my belly is so misshapen and my "apron" is all stretched out with gigantic white stretch mark worms all over it. i can only imagine what my belly is going to look like after the babies are born. it was flabby before i got pregnant, i have a feeling it's going to look a lot worse. thank goodness for spanx! i gained 10 lbs from last week, but i surmise it's water weight since my left leg is twice the size of my right one, and my foot looks like a club. my joints hurt. i can barely walk. i'm ravenously hungry (i had lomein for the first time in months) . last night i cried in the shower becos i hurt so bad. i know i need to let these babies cook a little longer, at least 2 more weeks, but my body feels unbearable. i am still scared of losing these babies, and with all the pain i have i will seriously be pissed at the universe if anything happens to them. today i have another belly check. if all goes well, i'll schedule another NST and ultrasound, and see my old doc again!
yesterday my MIL had a followup at the cancer doctor. she got a good report, altho they found a couple of "rogue" (my term) cells around the edge of the incision. doc thinks that with chemo and radiation the cells will get wiped out. this is annoying. how can a tiny isolated tumor have spread all over her breast in the matter of 6 weeks? i don't get it. they didn't remove her drainage tube.
the good news is because of the tube, she is staying home from camping next week. my FIL, on the other hand, still plans to go to the campground next week. apparently WV aunt is coming up, for only one day, and my SIL will be up on sunday. FIL wanted to take the boy out the campground, and hubby told him no becos we don't know what's up with the babies, and if i go into labor or have trouble we want him with us.
yesterday at the hospital hubby saw our old neighbors near the nursery. yay for them, they now have another bastard grandchild! hubby barely got to talk to them (i was on my way to ultrasound) so we don't know which boy knocked up someone or where they are living. i told hubby i never saw a family where the boys can't keep their dicks in their pants. they don't have jobs, but apparently their best skill is knocking up baby mamas. oh goodie. another mouth for us to feed! never mind we'll be struggling to feed our own kids. feh.
my mom's cousin got a clean bill of health from her mammo! the 2 spots they found turned out to be fluid filled cysts, and as soon as the doctor aspirated them they burst and drained. i am so glad that at least one woman i know won't have to deal with breast cancer!
guess that's it. i need to get some sleep since my appointment is at 8:30. woke at 2am with cramps, so i peed and guzzled some water. i'm sure i'm dehydrated. i didn't drink much yesterday.
yesterday i had another NST and ultrasound. the babies are doing well, very active, and i have adequate amniotic fluid. i hurt like hell, my belly is so misshapen and my "apron" is all stretched out with gigantic white stretch mark worms all over it. i can only imagine what my belly is going to look like after the babies are born. it was flabby before i got pregnant, i have a feeling it's going to look a lot worse. thank goodness for spanx! i gained 10 lbs from last week, but i surmise it's water weight since my left leg is twice the size of my right one, and my foot looks like a club. my joints hurt. i can barely walk. i'm ravenously hungry (i had lomein for the first time in months) . last night i cried in the shower becos i hurt so bad. i know i need to let these babies cook a little longer, at least 2 more weeks, but my body feels unbearable. i am still scared of losing these babies, and with all the pain i have i will seriously be pissed at the universe if anything happens to them. today i have another belly check. if all goes well, i'll schedule another NST and ultrasound, and see my old doc again!
yesterday my MIL had a followup at the cancer doctor. she got a good report, altho they found a couple of "rogue" (my term) cells around the edge of the incision. doc thinks that with chemo and radiation the cells will get wiped out. this is annoying. how can a tiny isolated tumor have spread all over her breast in the matter of 6 weeks? i don't get it. they didn't remove her drainage tube.
the good news is because of the tube, she is staying home from camping next week. my FIL, on the other hand, still plans to go to the campground next week. apparently WV aunt is coming up, for only one day, and my SIL will be up on sunday. FIL wanted to take the boy out the campground, and hubby told him no becos we don't know what's up with the babies, and if i go into labor or have trouble we want him with us.
yesterday at the hospital hubby saw our old neighbors near the nursery. yay for them, they now have another bastard grandchild! hubby barely got to talk to them (i was on my way to ultrasound) so we don't know which boy knocked up someone or where they are living. i told hubby i never saw a family where the boys can't keep their dicks in their pants. they don't have jobs, but apparently their best skill is knocking up baby mamas. oh goodie. another mouth for us to feed! never mind we'll be struggling to feed our own kids. feh.
my mom's cousin got a clean bill of health from her mammo! the 2 spots they found turned out to be fluid filled cysts, and as soon as the doctor aspirated them they burst and drained. i am so glad that at least one woman i know won't have to deal with breast cancer!
guess that's it. i need to get some sleep since my appointment is at 8:30. woke at 2am with cramps, so i peed and guzzled some water. i'm sure i'm dehydrated. i didn't drink much yesterday.
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